Thursday, March 30, 2006
haha... today is the most number of times i laughed since long time ago... went k box with min jia and aili and on the way to orchard, BBNN called!!! i was so suprised tat she called me... not to be sacarstic but i called her a hundred time and she nvr seem to call bak... she said she didnt see any miss call... hmm... i a person whom wonders what pple say to me is true or not... i had a feelin tat she DID see the miss call but didnt call bak somehow because there are more IMPORTANT pple needed to entertain rather than an extra me... haha... but nevertheless, i think positively... during our singin at k box, she msg me again... tellin me to lend her a maths guide book... at then... i was VERY DISSAPPOINTED... not becos she wanted to lend something frm me... is becos i have tis feelin tat she was using me... i dunno y... this feelin jus came rushin in me... she seldom call me... almost NEVER now... tis march i almost nvr receive her call... and she suddenly call me because she wanted lend something frm me?the times where i receive her msg is the time tat she and mosquito quarrel...
i said b4... i dun wanna be a subsititude... stop treating me like one... maybe u dun treat me like one... i dunno... u gave me tis feeling... i stoped believing in others when i let stupidhead goes... i led a simple life... with 4 friends by my side... kiat aili mj buddy... it's enough for me...u didnt even pei me thru the saddest times of my 17 year life... and now u wanted me to believe tat you are still my frend... if tat is the case... wat a good friend and hangout mate i have... i dunno who is still by my side anymore... even aili and mj seems so far tat i cant reach to them... they have their own frends... cant expect pple to pei me all day long... i understand tat... leading a simple life makes me simple... the tinkings i used to have now changes... together with my feelings... tried to keep myself occupied in order not to tink too much... it saddens me sooo much... i hope to led a new life... with new friends by my side... friends tat can make me trust them...
no offence... but i personally tink the party world de food and drinks not clean... me and aili both have stomache after drinkin drinks... wanna pang sai lik tat... my stomach keep growling... Grr........ argh!!! cant stand it... dirty dirty dirty party world... damn... the price is abt the same whether u use the free 4 hrs coupon or not... no diff lah... i rather go k box loh... drinks more clean... wont stomache after drinkin... cheaper...haha... thanks to mj and aili... u two really makin me happier... glad tat i have known you two... today is a day tat i laughed the most and np tat day... also the three of us at np... the memories i have only three of us... argh!!! stomache growling again... need to go toilet... got to go!!!
i said b4... i dun wanna be a subsititude... stop treating me like one... maybe u dun treat me like one... i dunno... u gave me tis feeling... i stoped believing in others when i let stupidhead goes... i led a simple life... with 4 friends by my side... kiat aili mj buddy... it's enough for me...u didnt even pei me thru the saddest times of my 17 year life... and now u wanted me to believe tat you are still my frend... if tat is the case... wat a good friend and hangout mate i have... i dunno who is still by my side anymore... even aili and mj seems so far tat i cant reach to them... they have their own frends... cant expect pple to pei me all day long... i understand tat... leading a simple life makes me simple... the tinkings i used to have now changes... together with my feelings... tried to keep myself occupied in order not to tink too much... it saddens me sooo much... i hope to led a new life... with new friends by my side... friends tat can make me trust them...
no offence... but i personally tink the party world de food and drinks not clean... me and aili both have stomache after drinkin drinks... wanna pang sai lik tat... my stomach keep growling... Grr........ argh!!! cant stand it... dirty dirty dirty party world... damn... the price is abt the same whether u use the free 4 hrs coupon or not... no diff lah... i rather go k box loh... drinks more clean... wont stomache after drinkin... cheaper...haha... thanks to mj and aili... u two really makin me happier... glad tat i have known you two... today is a day tat i laughed the most and np tat day... also the three of us at np... the memories i have only three of us... argh!!! stomache growling again... need to go toilet... got to go!!!
my l0ve f0r y0u* 10:21 PM
