Thursday, March 16, 2006
tmd... really dunno how to describe her.... she treat u so good le... so stop acting high class in ure blog... u can be better off dead... fuck sia... aiya dun tok abt her anymore... it is their business... i jus feel tat she is jus using me...
anyway, today i slack around with aili and gang... and i met the person whom i dun wanna see... not because i am angry of u sorts... u dun nd to sae sorry to me... i am jus feelin tat even if we are still best friend, we wont have the 'best' friend feel anymore... eventually we will still drift away... so why not i jus set u free? no point harpin something or even someone whose heart was nvr into me... your heart belongs to ******... you are so into her... u treat her so imp tat u dun even turn around to look at me who cherishes u... i things i used to do, u will nvr noe... how my friends sae me when i ps them because of you... but now, i doesnt matter... coz i only have 4 friends around my side... who truly wish tat i could pour out my troubles to them... tat's enough 4 me... the buddies i used to have... you and bbnn... is so far away frm me tat i can hardly reach u two... since you all are so far away frm me, y harp on something i cant reach? the only thing i can do now is to treasure those by my side... aili, kiat and buddy... imagine having a frend tat you doesnt even noe what she is doin lately and sorts... a frend tat doesnt even tell u tat she patched with her hangouts... until u have to find out ureself... since this is the case, y not i jus let two of u go? i dont mind havin more friends to leave me... i am numb... so numb tat i cant feel ure sincerity anymore... no matter how many times u said sorry to me, i cant feel myself... my feelin when readin this msg... losin one or two friends i guess now doesnt really mean tat much...
thanks a million to aili... she told me not to turn my head around... but seeing your back facing me... drifting away frm when i was standing, no doubts tat i am quite sad... coz u turn ure face away... frm tat moment, i knew we could not return bak to normal... to the day where u waited for me outside mac aft my work... i am sorry tat i let you go... but i cant seem to breath anymore... i am tired of the fruitless friendship i held on... on the day it started... i knew one day we would be strangers... this day has come... it is today... where we met and pretended tat we didnt... i guess we are not meant to be forever friends... we simply look too different... our thoughts and interest and future... u have a great friend whom her interest is the same as you... you shld treasure her... i am sooo far away the two person i rely on... i guess i have to depend on myself...
i am numb... am i? i wonder...
anyway, today i slack around with aili and gang... and i met the person whom i dun wanna see... not because i am angry of u sorts... u dun nd to sae sorry to me... i am jus feelin tat even if we are still best friend, we wont have the 'best' friend feel anymore... eventually we will still drift away... so why not i jus set u free? no point harpin something or even someone whose heart was nvr into me... your heart belongs to ******... you are so into her... u treat her so imp tat u dun even turn around to look at me who cherishes u... i things i used to do, u will nvr noe... how my friends sae me when i ps them because of you... but now, i doesnt matter... coz i only have 4 friends around my side... who truly wish tat i could pour out my troubles to them... tat's enough 4 me... the buddies i used to have... you and bbnn... is so far away frm me tat i can hardly reach u two... since you all are so far away frm me, y harp on something i cant reach? the only thing i can do now is to treasure those by my side... aili, kiat and buddy... imagine having a frend tat you doesnt even noe what she is doin lately and sorts... a frend tat doesnt even tell u tat she patched with her hangouts... until u have to find out ureself... since this is the case, y not i jus let two of u go? i dont mind havin more friends to leave me... i am numb... so numb tat i cant feel ure sincerity anymore... no matter how many times u said sorry to me, i cant feel myself... my feelin when readin this msg... losin one or two friends i guess now doesnt really mean tat much...
thanks a million to aili... she told me not to turn my head around... but seeing your back facing me... drifting away frm when i was standing, no doubts tat i am quite sad... coz u turn ure face away... frm tat moment, i knew we could not return bak to normal... to the day where u waited for me outside mac aft my work... i am sorry tat i let you go... but i cant seem to breath anymore... i am tired of the fruitless friendship i held on... on the day it started... i knew one day we would be strangers... this day has come... it is today... where we met and pretended tat we didnt... i guess we are not meant to be forever friends... we simply look too different... our thoughts and interest and future... u have a great friend whom her interest is the same as you... you shld treasure her... i am sooo far away the two person i rely on... i guess i have to depend on myself...
i am numb... am i? i wonder...
my l0ve f0r y0u* 8:10 PM
