Friday, June 16, 2006
haha... wadever... u still remain as a bastard in my life... the more u tryin to act pitiful... the more u make me puke... yaya... pple tink i wanna be the decision maker... pple tink i wanna be solo kia... anything loh... i cannot link with u guys anyway... do finish the project and we dun have anymore relations... haha... i jus cant understand y i can be so happy and crazy with my regent frends but not my nyp frends... haha... maybe we dun click ba... flare up so often... i mus be siaox le... dun like means dun like... even if u seem to read my blog... i still wanna say fucking bastard... the more u tryin to show i am wrong... i more wrongs i get in life... i jus love it... feel free to scold me... i dun mind... i am always standing here for pple to scold me... i more pple quarrel with me... the more i tink i cant click with u all... and the more i will grew quiet... haha... never had quiet attitude ard 2 yrs something le... i dun mind being a quiet gal... i will only grow happy and crazy when i am with my frends... pple jus expect me to listen to their call when i am watching a movie... cant u see tat when watching movie mus switch to silent... haha... u tink the movie theater is open by ure dad arhz? okok... i am wrong to scold u... u are also wrong to blame me for not answering ure call... wad the!!?! u expect me to hold on the hp 24 hrs on my hand so i will be the first to answer any calls... BULLSHIT!!! im in no position to say anything... i say anything loh... up to u all... u come say me tat it is not ure decision onli... is ours wadeva... haha... did i say me decision is final? haha... i dun tink so... since u tink i tink tat i am the decision maker wadeva u call tat, so y i bother to reply u all... let u all be the decision maker since u all want it so much... i will give u ure desired position as a decision maker... our grp is crumbling anyway... got pple wish to go to another grp... got pple wish to do solo... got pple dun do anthing... and got pple lik me... keep on giving trouble and unhappiness to all... aft this project, i really dunno how to go on anymore... dunno how to move on with my life aft sooo many quarrels... YES!!! i am unhappy with all of u... but tat includes myself... unhappy tat i make too much fuss and noise to the class... yupp... i tink i will jus stop poking in other pple business and shut the hell of my mouth in nyp... only grow noisy and bak to my old self with my ex regent classmates... y i bother to care... making myself so tired... tired tired... yupp... i am attention seeker... do wat u wanna do... say wad u all wanna say... its ure mouth and i cant stop it... the onli thing i can stop is my mouth... it is never so hard at regent when i make my first frend... haha... think i at intermediate level of making frends... things appear to be harder... MANY THINGS... thanks to all that... i am able to grow... growing to know the truths of being an adult... im not a good person... never is a good person... YES!!! i am evil... troublemaker... bitch... wadever u call tat... i only thing i noe is u dun like me... i also dun like u... u hate me... i also hate u... u backstab me... i also backstab u... tis is how i grow up to be...
my l0ve f0r y0u* 1:03 AM
