Wednesday, August 09, 2006

she lay in bed... motionless and face as pale as a white sheet of paper. she commit suicide on wednesday.
i heard the news... shocking as i ever had... questioning the doubts that grew beneath my heart... i couldnt believe wat i saw on my phone... am i dreamin? the first thought came in me... MY NIECE... i wanted to msg her... but i hold back... she needs to give herself time to cool down... i visited her early in the morning... although she look fine but i know deep down she wanted to cry... i saw the corpse lying in the coffin... i wondered: this isnt her... it doesnt look her... she lay motionless in her coffin... i jus hope she could wake up and tell me it is a joke... but she lay there as still as a wooden block... i saw my cousin's sister... she look shag... as day grew by... i came up with a conclusion...
CHILDREN ARE BORN TO WATCH THEIR PARENTS DIE AWAY...
MY NEPHEW RUNNING AROUND PLAYING CATCHING WHEN HIS MOTHER DIED AWAY... WAT A INNOCENT CHILD... IGNORANCE IS BLISS... I CAN DO NOTHING BUT WATCH.................
my l0ve f0r y0u* 10:27 PM