Thursday, September 14, 2006

today, uncle passed away... last year, my 3rd uncle passed away... this year, my cousin passed away... followed by my elder uncle which is today... news came as shockin as ever... hmm... strange, he is healthy all along... no sickness... y would he pass away by a merely stroke? i dun understand and nvr got to see him till now... wat had made him collapsed? my conclusion is......... CHILDREN ARE BORN IN THE WORLD TO WATCH THEIR PARENTS DIE i used to tink tat my parents are naggy... now im worried tat i do not have enough time with them... put myself in my uncle's son's shoe... I WILL GO CRAZY... my father cried hearin the news... i wonder how my uncle son is now... hmm... he has always been a cheerful person... likes teasing me... god... pls i beg u... i cannot withstand these anymore... death is the most saddening endding on earth... i cant smile and pretend nothing gone wrong... how i face it lies within me and forever within me... i dun wan to be a oppimistic person... cos it looks lik pretendin to be strong... i jus wan pple ard me to be healthy... i realised the happy low family i used to have GONE... cos pple are leaving earth one by one... when will it be my turn to leave earth? i can only tell myself... come'on low yiling, be opptimistic!!! but a person born in the earth to watch pple beside them die away... i rather be the person to leave earth first........