Wednesday, May 30, 2007
there's something i have been wondering. ARE WE CONSIDERED COUPLE? we are not offically couple, but we act like one. messages and holding hands. so are we couple? we are in between friends and lovers bahh. shortiie zhuu. i actually liked the way we are now. perhaps after we are together, things will change bahh. so let's jus remain like this for a moment. please. dun ever ask me to stead with uu. because i wont know wat to say. YES! im afraid of commitment. im afraid of breaking the bond we have now. today we have offically hold hands larrx. although it's for only 5 sec then i brushed his hand away because im ANGRY!! with the pam. okaies. considered jealous larrx. they were like playing as if im INVISIBLE. she obviously knows abt me and shortiie zhuu, but she seems to LIKE playing with shortiie zhuu. OMG man. YES IM JEALOUS. haixx. but when he came to meet me to explain things. im touched=) real touched. yesterday he grab my hand and hook on his arm. today we lock our fingers while holding hands. WHAT'S TOMMOROW!!! but i really liked the way we are now. i dunn wanna break any bond. but we shouldnt be doing this. we are not offically stead. i wanna jus lie on his shoulder and fall asleep. but i cant. he's not mine. i have a hunch everythiing is gonna end soon. so CHERISH! before it's gone!
my l0ve f0r y0u* 2:25 AM
