Saturday, September 15, 2007

i have been lik a fool, didnt i? i tot i would be the special one among so many girlfrenes u had. i had been a fool to tink im special right? i had a surprise present today. a present i would not receive. i was browsing thru the bookshelf for storybooks and a red color box caught my eye. it's so ordinary tat i didnt notice. so ordinary. i became curious and started opening the box. i found somethings i rather not find out. the letters rachel wrote for u. the cards gina made for u. and thru the letters i know shelia cos i tink in the letter rachel tink shelia is a bitch bahhs. tink tat time shelia already lik u already. hmms. my life is revolved ard 3 gals. not u. i know i shouldnt be so jealous and so sad. i always remind myself of wad yan ping said. IF A BF KEEPS WADEVER HIS EX-STEAD GAVE HIM, THIS PROVES TAT HE CHERISH HIS PAST, HENCE HE WILL CHERISH HIS FUTURE STEAD TOO. but sadly to say, i really cant take it bahhs. i cant do totally wad yan ping said. i just cant. i realised im jus another 1 of his stead. im so alike with the girlfrenes u had. how we fold the letters. the box. the words we use. together forever and ever. i guess i will be fine after some crying and stuffs bahhs. maybe i shld jus let go everything. even u had to go out ton, smoke alot and stuffs. i will just pretend i did not see it, did not hear it and did not talk abt it. i took the letters i wrote away already le. im gonna throw it away le. SO LET'S FORGET ABT IT.

stupidhead eve, i miss u so badly.

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